6 thoughts about reciprocity and unconditional giving

Recent experiences of being refused when I asked people for help for myself or for others have had me thinking of reciprocity.  Reciprocity usually involves a mutual exchange of benefits.

I still feel embarrassed when I am refused help from people who have told me 'thanks for your help'.

I am constantly working on practising unconditional giving and not worrying about reciprocity. The practical application of unconditional giving is making sure that you do not ask the persons you have helped for anything at all.

The Universe has a way of working, and benefits come from unexpected places. It would be unfair to think of 'ungrateful wretches' without thinking of all the people who have helped me unconditionally and in realising that benefits come in different ways.

These are lessons I have had in understanding giving without expecting returns.

1. There are benefits

 There is joy in making (some) people happy . There is that nice fuzzy feeling that comes from knowing that someone could carry on with their enterprise. There are possibilities of building relationships, creating contacts, sometimes breaking barriers. The benefits are not always immediate, or perhaps not immediately realised.

2. Organising an event is easy to do
 There are different ways to contributing and giving  back. Individual requests are direct. There are ways of contributing which include writing and sharing teaching resources, composing observations, offering suggestions for improvement which have nothing to do with being destructive.  I have planned and organised, and participated in organising events, and it has been interesting.  The best event is one which is focussed on the people who are attending. 


3. There is learning in doing
Requests have come in for help which are outside my skill sets. So, if there are no referrals, I have had to learn to do things instead of saying 'I don't know'. It has been good to share work products to get feedback and to improve.


4. Ask before giving unsolicited help or assuming anything
 I have learned to ask if people need help before giving any. It is always important to check with people to make sure the requests are clear. There have been many times when I have misunderstood requests for help due to a lack of clear communication. I have refused help from people because I do not wish to have any obligation to them, and I think others have done the same to me.


5. It becomes easier to deal with those who would never help or reciprocate
The embarrassment and sadness at a refusal or rejection of a request for help is usually followed by a reminder that , unconditional giving means just that. Do not ask the people , especially those who have been most insistent in their asking, to do anything in return.  I have not thought of anyone as being 'ungrateful' or 'but look how I help dem and dem nah ah help nobody in return'


6. Nothing is lost
I have learned to check on what I can offer before selfishly giving. I am fortunate to have time and other resources to share out, so nothing is lost.  In not expecting anything in return , there is nothing lost in counting gains or being angry over any imbalance in the benefits.

This is all a work in progress. I am writing this as I think of the recent experiences of rejection.

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