It is not adultery because..

It is not adultery because....

... we not talking about having sex or we not having phone sex and we are not talking about even meeting up in person for juice or so..

.. we find words to talk about many things and even though the words come fast, nervous like sometimes because I think we both making sure the conversation and the words are neutral..

.. when you say your spouse don't want you to do something I keep my mouth shut and don't say.. but but.. but.. you can do anything you want right .. and I don't ask.. I wonder how your spouse feel about you talking to me...

... when you reach home and done the call I can't fall  back asleep easily because I keep wondering if I am doing the right thing in encouraging the conversations as much as I like them.. and then I fall asleep when I say over to you God.. if good is to come of this, then good will come, and if bad will come, let it only come to me becaue I know I could hang up the phone and because love is supposed to be like dat.

..  we are not talking about having sex or we not having phone sex and we are not talking about even meeting up in person for juice or so

Comments

  1. WandererNovember 19, 2015 at 10:18 AM

    this has got me thinking....but for now those thoughts will reside in my head

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  2. AnonymousNovember 21, 2015 at 9:01 PM

    This is a slippery slope

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  3. AnonymousNovember 21, 2015 at 9:04 PM

    Will this be enough may be better to have a clean break rather than prolong something

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    1. Vidyaratha KissoonNovember 22, 2015 at 7:44 AM

      There have been many clean breaks :)

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    2. AnonymousNovember 22, 2015 at 5:07 PM

      Yes that is human nature if only the victory and change we seek could be immediate instead we fall easily into old patterns

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    3. UnknownDecember 1, 2015 at 12:42 PM

      Yea..what to do...had me thinking about someone i cut off. Always left me feeling like I want more each time.

      Delete

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